Personality problem or Phys co problem???
Minna san Konnichiwa~~~ Akino desu. :)
This blog is kinda like my place to split out all the things inside of me about my thoughts and my feelings towards everything that happen around me. Because i no sure who is the right one to talk to.
And of course today topic is about whether is my personality problem or my mental problem ( no, i doesn't mean i am crazy or insane or whatever).
Recently i been noticed myself through the way i act. I thought i found out some problem in me. There is something so called Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, maybe. Because i like to double check things like the time or place where i should meet my friends and i would feel insecure of whether is it today is the day where we should meet up. I will keep on checking and checking and checking. I will only stop checking when i see my friends showing up at the place that we promised to meet. I will even try to check to make sure that we do make the promise to meet up. Also if i need to go out i will keep checking whether i have locked the door or i have switch off everything in my room, i will not stop checking for a minute like that maybe.
Lately i kept on telling myself that i should go to class but i ended up skipping the class. For what reasons i also no sure. Maybe part of it is lazy, but sometimes i feel that i am all alone. I am so afraid. By the way this is my second year in university...sigh..These days whenever i heard the words like "assignment" "exam" "study" "pass the unit" "marks" or all the things related to study i get all stress up and nervous. It also make me can't sleep well at night. My brain just can't stop thinking about study study and study.
That's probably the reason that make me feel so down the whole day. I also no sure who to find for if i have any problem or i need help. For example, my thoughts would go like this "Come on who cares is your problems not theirs, even if you tell them, they also can't solve it for you." or "Am i very close to them, not really." Hence, these thoughts make me kinda very frustrated. It is like the Angel vs the Devil.
Sigh.....what should i do??? oh.......i received the parcel that i ordered few weeks ago. :P So excited. hehehe.....So here is the picture of what is inside the parcel, it just a slimming product.
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This blog is kinda like my place to split out all the things inside of me about my thoughts and my feelings towards everything that happen around me. Because i no sure who is the right one to talk to.
And of course today topic is about whether is my personality problem or my mental problem ( no, i doesn't mean i am crazy or insane or whatever).
Recently i been noticed myself through the way i act. I thought i found out some problem in me. There is something so called Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, maybe. Because i like to double check things like the time or place where i should meet my friends and i would feel insecure of whether is it today is the day where we should meet up. I will keep on checking and checking and checking. I will only stop checking when i see my friends showing up at the place that we promised to meet. I will even try to check to make sure that we do make the promise to meet up. Also if i need to go out i will keep checking whether i have locked the door or i have switch off everything in my room, i will not stop checking for a minute like that maybe.
Lately i kept on telling myself that i should go to class but i ended up skipping the class. For what reasons i also no sure. Maybe part of it is lazy, but sometimes i feel that i am all alone. I am so afraid. By the way this is my second year in university...sigh..These days whenever i heard the words like "assignment" "exam" "study" "pass the unit" "marks" or all the things related to study i get all stress up and nervous. It also make me can't sleep well at night. My brain just can't stop thinking about study study and study.
That's probably the reason that make me feel so down the whole day. I also no sure who to find for if i have any problem or i need help. For example, my thoughts would go like this "Come on who cares is your problems not theirs, even if you tell them, they also can't solve it for you." or "Am i very close to them, not really." Hence, these thoughts make me kinda very frustrated. It is like the Angel vs the Devil.
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This is a product called "Kilo Killer Kilo Off" from France, i guess. So i did hope it works well. And the schedule going start on tomorrow. I not doing this for anyone just for the sake of my body and i want to wear all those beautiful clothes so much.....
Kekekeke....so i hope this will be a success.
Recently i am not feeling well :( keep having flu....sigh....
Finally, i have decided to turn off the Facebook Chat all time (I am online for FB but turn my chat off just in case i receive some messages and i can check it and no wasting my time thr), switch on my Blackboard (a place where you get the lecture slides and note from lecturer), switch on my student webmail. And i wouldn't care what the hell is happening out there because is none of my business and i just gonna live happily in my own little small small world.
That's for now, off to get some sleep because i didn't sleep well last night due to the thoughts of "Study" "Exam" and "I haven't pass up my assignment in the form of paperwork." :(
Cheers everyone :)
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