Halo, Akino the new me nyanyanya~~~ :P
So~~~~how are you today???? Akino is here. ^0^
Lately i been stress about my Company Law 266 subject's assignment....And i haven't started to do all my revision on the classes that i missed out, i need help. Awwww~~Seriously i need to get more motivated to do my work arrrggghhhh.......Cuz i am the type of person whenever i am sitting in front of a laptop i will not be doing my assignment but surfing the net plus wasting time ....gaahhhh...HELP ME!!!
Ok, keep clam, cool and steady...LOL
Anyway, i decided to start a new blog here because i want a very new fresh start for my life.
I dun want to be a girl that keep on having all those bad altitude, negative thinking, cares about what peoples think about me and keep on being emotional.Yup, i am pretty sure this time is a very good time to have a new story in my life although i kept on mentioning to have a new start of my life in the past but i guess it doesn't workout that well...
Recently i been surfing YouTube(not concentrate on assignment) watched some videos about motivation, confidence, being yourself and etc this had make me to think. To be more specific Bubzbeauty's channel. ;) Here, this is the link to her's channel http://www.youtube.com/user/bubzbeauty?feature=fvst
If i am still going to behave like what i was before i am going to miss out a lot of fun things in my life. Why cares about other peoples while your life is yours to live on. This is my personality, this is the way how i being brought up, this is the way how i behave,whether you love it or not, this is me. People learn from mistake so do i.
I admitted that i am having problems to trust in other peoples. I dun knw why i dun trust peoples even though that person is my friends. Sometimes I might wondering why this person being so good to me is there any purpose behind that? I admit this is my weakness and that i might done something wrong and hurt others. Just want to say sorry to my friends. Guess i will need time to learn the lesson.
I also reflect on the problems that i have with myself. Often times i found myself hard to get involve in a conversation even hard to start a conversation. I am not the kind of people that know how to be humorous. I dun knw how to make a conversation fun like all my friends around me does. I keep struggle on this for a very long time.
Now i just accept that i have no sense of humor but this doesn't means that i am mean to other peoples. Its just the way i am. I also accept the facts that i am no an outgoing person and no good in communicating with other peoples. But hey, all these things i can learn by time. When the time comes, things will change.
I also accept the fact that i currently taking up a course that is not in my interest and that i was unable to do anything about it. Although it is kinda very very stress plus now a bit struggling but i know it will pass. Just hang on for this moment.
Accept the way i am makes me feel more confident and more happy about my life. I also feel more comfortable about myself and how i look like in front of other peoples. Human aren't perfect, just act the way how i am, just be myself. Be the way how God created me to be is the only way to find joy and happiness in my life. Forget about everything or else you will regret for no enjoying life to the fullest (in a good way) when the time come。
Next time when you meet me i might be a bit too crazy because i have relieve every little things that i worry, stress and cares so much about. Why worrying about others while God will prepare everything you needed for your life journey. Just concentrate on being yourself and enjoy everything given by Him. Seek His kingdom, fix your eyes on Him and everything will be added on.
Life is a journey about God and with God, with Him there is no such things as impossible and difficult. With Him everything in life is beautiful and amazing although the situation is bad. Things happens in the way that it can't be describe in words when you experience life with God. Let's just enjoy life in God's grace and may His name be glorified on the earth. :)
"Your grace is enough~~~Your grace is enough~~~" lalaalala~~*sounds familiar* ;)
PS: This is my old blog: http://www.wretch.cc/blog/chinchin1102
Lately i been stress about my Company Law 266 subject's assignment....And i haven't started to do all my revision on the classes that i missed out, i need help. Awwww~~Seriously i need to get more motivated to do my work arrrggghhhh.......Cuz i am the type of person whenever i am sitting in front of a laptop i will not be doing my assignment but surfing the net plus wasting time ....gaahhhh...HELP ME!!!
Come on, man~~~STUDY IS A PRIORITY HERE!! HELLLOO~~
Basically this is how i look like right now. (Btw, this is a picture cropped using snipping tools LOL)
Anyway, i decided to start a new blog here because i want a very new fresh start for my life.
I dun want to be a girl that keep on having all those bad altitude, negative thinking, cares about what peoples think about me and keep on being emotional.Yup, i am pretty sure this time is a very good time to have a new story in my life although i kept on mentioning to have a new start of my life in the past but i guess it doesn't workout that well...
Recently i been surfing YouTube
If i am still going to behave like what i was before i am going to miss out a lot of fun things in my life. Why cares about other peoples while your life is yours to live on. This is my personality, this is the way how i being brought up, this is the way how i behave,whether you love it or not, this is me. People learn from mistake so do i.
I admitted that i am having problems to trust in other peoples. I dun knw why i dun trust peoples even though that person is my friends. Sometimes I might wondering why this person being so good to me is there any purpose behind that? I admit this is my weakness and that i might done something wrong and hurt others. Just want to say sorry to my friends. Guess i will need time to learn the lesson.
I also reflect on the problems that i have with myself. Often times i found myself hard to get involve in a conversation even hard to start a conversation. I am not the kind of people that know how to be humorous. I dun knw how to make a conversation fun like all my friends around me does. I keep struggle on this for a very long time.
Now i just accept that i have no sense of humor but this doesn't means that i am mean to other peoples. Its just the way i am. I also accept the facts that i am no an outgoing person and no good in communicating with other peoples. But hey, all these things i can learn by time. When the time comes, things will change.
I also accept the fact that i currently taking up a course that is not in my interest and that i was unable to do anything about it. Although it is kinda very very stress plus now a bit struggling but i know it will pass. Just hang on for this moment.
Accept the way i am makes me feel more confident and more happy about my life. I also feel more comfortable about myself and how i look like in front of other peoples. Human aren't perfect, just act the way how i am, just be myself. Be the way how God created me to be is the only way to find joy and happiness in my life. Forget about everything or else you will regret for no enjoying life to the fullest (in a good way) when the time come。
Next time when you meet me i might be a bit too crazy because i have relieve every little things that i worry, stress and cares so much about. Why worrying about others while God will prepare everything you needed for your life journey. Just concentrate on being yourself and enjoy everything given by Him. Seek His kingdom, fix your eyes on Him and everything will be added on.
Life is a journey about God and with God, with Him there is no such things as impossible and difficult. With Him everything in life is beautiful and amazing although the situation is bad. Things happens in the way that it can't be describe in words when you experience life with God. Let's just enjoy life in God's grace and may His name be glorified on the earth. :)
"Your grace is enough~~~Your grace is enough~~~" lalaalala~~*sounds familiar* ;)
PS: This is my old blog: http://www.wretch.cc/blog/chinchin1102
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